...This may be the end...

Well on Monday I was served with divorce papers...when I was only 'sposed to be gone for the weekend...he kicked me out...and that Sunday he told me that he was going to be away until Monday...but he really was packing my things...and that bitch who claimed to be my best friend for 5 damn years called me up and said everything was my fault during mine and John's marriage. Later that Sunday night she brought not even half of my things...but the worst thing she had said was that it was okay for John to cheat on me WHILE we ARE married...but it wasn't okay for me to cheat on him before we even got engaged!

I just want to be loved unconditionally by my own husband...but I fear he can't even do that much. I don't know what to do anymore...and it hurts really bad...and to me it feels like I have no one who will ever understand how painful things are right now...especially my bitchy sisters....who are only making things worse.

I do plan on going to Eagle Gate College and getting my Associates degree in Graphic/Web design. It starts in about 1 1/2 weeks. So that's about the only exciting/great  thing going on in my life right now.

But I will keep you updated on what else goes on.

-Kristin

Super Bowl with the Family

1) its Curry day!  Unfortunately I have been rather sicky...so I didn't get to eat any, which is okay since I made some pretty good chicken- except it was rather dry...which was too bad.

2) It's the super bowl. So add the fact that its curry day the entire family that lives in UT + some boyfriends = lots and lots of noise...but that's okay. Also we're all  cramped into a not so big room. Pretty lame.

Haha anyway JR and I will be staying over at my parents house tonight since neither of us feel so great. Well my cousin, Sarah Jean, will be doing pictures of our baby (when he arrives) and JR and I have been looking at monkey crocheted hats and even little bottoms, hoping my mother will be able to make something like it for him when we do the pictures. + she will be doing baby announcements :) yay! And all for free woo hoo.

So that's about it for now I'll surely keep you updated.
Much love, Kristin Rice

Moving out of the in-laws basement aka my parents basement

Well JR and I have finally gotten our own basement apartment (where everything is included in the rent...which is REALLY nice) We have gotten most of everything moved out and over to our apartment. Basically there are a handful of things that need to be taken over and then all of the unpacking/organizing (I really enjoy that part the most)

Well unfortunately I have to go and get ready for a baptism...but when everything is set up and taken care of I will definitely post pictures of what the apartment looks like (yes I know I promised to do that with the Provo apartment...but I never had time or even the internet for that matter.) BUT this one is sooooo much nicer and so much bigger too well I'll surely keep you posted.

Love, Kristin Rice

Update on November 17, 2011

Well as of today I am finally finished with my Christmas shopping for my cute hubby. And I also cannot wait for next wednesday- because I have another Doctors appointment at MWC (Millcreek Woman's Center) and while at that appointment I will most likely be able to hear the heartbeat of my baby. Super excited.

My two older sisters, my mother, and I are going to be doing a Christmas Boutique this year, We are selling mostly baby items, such as Car Seat Canopies, Bibs, Burp Cloths, and Hair accessories (as in headbands for all ages and clips as well.) So far we have a bit of a way to go with making things (in my opinion) but they all look very nice. You can find us on Facebook at Sweet Pea Baby Design as well on Etsy.

John, I think is slowly coming around to the idea of me having our baby. I guess his sister is having problems with getting pregnant and we both think it would be nice to name the baby after her if its a girl. (Jennifer Anne)

Anyway thats it for today!

Love the Rice Family

The Current Update...

Well for those who didn't know I got a job at a facility as a CNA at a place called Cottonwood Creek Retirement Community. There was a specific resident who had gotten really angry at me and then the following weekend, I had called and called and called to get my schedule and no one would even give it to me. So I had to go in right before my shift started that I didnt even knew I had to go to and then realized that, YES I do have to be at work like NOW. I was not happy and they were not helping at all. So in the end I quit....Yes I know its not the smartest thing to have done right now. But honestly I was sick of the way I was being treated by the staff and the residents. Especially with one of the coworkers who goes by the name Alex, she would come into work and then disappear most likely thinking that it was okay to make me do all the work, and then even after talking to the Nurse she sent me a text and said that Alex was doing her job, when she still wasnt this really pissed me off and this all happened around the same time....GR!!!

Well today John and I went to Vernal for a police position for him, unfortunately he didn't pass the test to their standards so basically it was a waste of time and money...and once we had just barely parked in the police department parking lot, and after purchasing McDonald's breakfast I was quickly unable to finish....due to the fact that I am 8 weeks pregnant....It was definitely not fun, but thankfully I was able to keep everything else in on the way back and all but it still sucked....

Anyway that's about it...BUT we will surely keep you updated.

Yay! Finally!

On Monday afternoon we were able to buy the Jeep we had been looking at. It does have a few problems though and it sucks...BUT it will be a good SUV I s'pose. 

I decided to take my Bishop's advice and look for a CNA job. So I applied at The Wentworth today.

My mother and I babysat for my sister and her husband today while they attended the Utes game. Unfortunately the Utes lost pretty badly...which is rather sad (I personally think- I like them much more than BYU) 

Well I will post some pictures of our new Jeep sooner or later. 

The Rice Family

Woo freakin hoo!!!

So today we celebrated my 2nd cousin's birthday at The Hogle Zoo it was a lot of fun, and while I was there I received a text message asking about John's Ford Crown Victoria- later we were able to sell it! YAY! We also put a deposit down for a Jeep Cherokee we have been looking at for maybe a little over a week? (I think)

Anyway while at the zoo Canon was having a day where you could rent one of their cameras and a lens and take pictures and such- so Beth and I decided we wanted to do just that and we were able to get some pretty good shots of the different zoo animals. I also took some nice pictures of Aynsley (my cute little niece- who was mentioned in a previous blog post) and of course Jaxson was a cute little bugger and was having fun while at the zoo.

Yep well now that we have sold the crown vic. we will be getting the Jeep and a Honda Civic hatchback (for John) I think we are both pretty excited about getting that car sold and getting an all wheel drive car! and all...

Well thats it for this one, I am just really excited about being able to get a Jeep and all haha.