Well on Monday I was served with divorce papers...when I was only 'sposed to be gone for the weekend...he kicked me out...and that Sunday he told me that he was going to be away until Monday...but he really was packing my things...and that bitch who claimed to be my best friend for 5 damn years called me up and said everything was my fault during mine and John's marriage. Later that Sunday night she brought not even half of my things...but the worst thing she had said was that it was okay for John to cheat on me WHILE we ARE married...but it wasn't okay for me to cheat on him before we even got engaged!
I just want to be loved unconditionally by my own husband...but I fear he can't even do that much. I don't know what to do anymore...and it hurts really bad...and to me it feels like I have no one who will ever understand how painful things are right now...especially my bitchy sisters....who are only making things worse.
I do plan on going to Eagle Gate College and getting my Associates degree in Graphic/Web design. It starts in about 1 1/2 weeks. So that's about the only exciting/great thing going on in my life right now.
But I will keep you updated on what else goes on.
-Kristin
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