...This may be the end...

Well on Monday I was served with divorce papers...when I was only 'sposed to be gone for the weekend...he kicked me out...and that Sunday he told me that he was going to be away until Monday...but he really was packing my things...and that bitch who claimed to be my best friend for 5 damn years called me up and said everything was my fault during mine and John's marriage. Later that Sunday night she brought not even half of my things...but the worst thing she had said was that it was okay for John to cheat on me WHILE we ARE married...but it wasn't okay for me to cheat on him before we even got engaged!

I just want to be loved unconditionally by my own husband...but I fear he can't even do that much. I don't know what to do anymore...and it hurts really bad...and to me it feels like I have no one who will ever understand how painful things are right now...especially my bitchy sisters....who are only making things worse.

I do plan on going to Eagle Gate College and getting my Associates degree in Graphic/Web design. It starts in about 1 1/2 weeks. So that's about the only exciting/great  thing going on in my life right now.

But I will keep you updated on what else goes on.

-Kristin

Super Bowl with the Family

1) its Curry day!  Unfortunately I have been rather sicky...so I didn't get to eat any, which is okay since I made some pretty good chicken- except it was rather dry...which was too bad.

2) It's the super bowl. So add the fact that its curry day the entire family that lives in UT + some boyfriends = lots and lots of noise...but that's okay. Also we're all  cramped into a not so big room. Pretty lame.

Haha anyway JR and I will be staying over at my parents house tonight since neither of us feel so great. Well my cousin, Sarah Jean, will be doing pictures of our baby (when he arrives) and JR and I have been looking at monkey crocheted hats and even little bottoms, hoping my mother will be able to make something like it for him when we do the pictures. + she will be doing baby announcements :) yay! And all for free woo hoo.

So that's about it for now I'll surely keep you updated.
Much love, Kristin Rice

Moving out of the in-laws basement aka my parents basement

Well JR and I have finally gotten our own basement apartment (where everything is included in the rent...which is REALLY nice) We have gotten most of everything moved out and over to our apartment. Basically there are a handful of things that need to be taken over and then all of the unpacking/organizing (I really enjoy that part the most)

Well unfortunately I have to go and get ready for a baptism...but when everything is set up and taken care of I will definitely post pictures of what the apartment looks like (yes I know I promised to do that with the Provo apartment...but I never had time or even the internet for that matter.) BUT this one is sooooo much nicer and so much bigger too well I'll surely keep you posted.

Love, Kristin Rice